Tag Archives: Love

WHY DO PEOPLE HATE BLACK PEOPLE

9 May

Fear. Protecting the ant hill.

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1.) People of a certain older age were brought up and taught by their parents that the black man was to be feared. Not so much black women. Fear results in acts of hate. It’s primal self preservation. Keep those down that are a perceived threat. Rally others around that same belief and the ant hill will survive the threat. Even if it is not a real threat, it is perceived.

2.) Middle aged people grew up in a media culture and social messaging that black people are drug dealers, commit crimes, and live in ghetto’s in the city. Both city and rural areas fear those which are different from themselves. Fear again.

3.) Younger people again see black people glorified by society in music videos, lyrics to songs, and an “urban coolness” that is based on drugs, alcohol, being poor, hating police, and wanting white women. Few black people have pushed back on this as a whole segment of society united.

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Lebron James is a prime example that hate will only result in more hate. He is racist against white people and full of hate. He is feared as a dangerous black man who hates white people. The NAACP is a racist organization. Black Lives Matter is a racist organization. You can’t replace hate with new hate and expect a different result.

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Black people by a large majority support the Democrat party. The most stifling of any party to keep black people dependent on the government. It’s a brainwashing. They don’t want black people to succeed because they will lose votes. The Dems need black people dependent on them to win elections. It’s all about power so they can line their pockets with Gold. President Trump has done more for black people than the last 4 Presidents combined. Yet, black people still believe he is racist and against them. Why? The media and the Democrats tell black people this. Lebron James tells people this same message. It’s an orchestrated effort to control the black vote. Keep all the sheep in the pen together, and they will all Baaaaa at the same time.

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Black people have been beaten down so much over the years that they have given up. And those who have not given up, find the system is “rigged” against them and their advancement. Corporate America is mostly white. Customers for those companies and the buyers are mostly white. If faced with the choice of hiring a black salesman or a white salesman, the majority will choose the white salesman so not risk coming across customers who have adverse upbringings towards black people and lose sales.

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Black women are deserting their black men. A huge number of black women are now only dating white men. Their primal instincts to find a protector, and someone who can care for them, and their offspring financially have led them, perhaps unconsciously, towards white guys.

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You put all this into the soup bowl and mix it up. What do you have? You have fear, hate, distrust, and protection of the ant hill on both sides. Fear leads to hate, hate leads to more fear.

There are enough mix babies being born in the last 15 years that it will take another 15 years or so for it to change to a place when you will not ask, “why do white people hate black people” anymore. But, if when that time comes, one skin color does something to cause fear from the other, it will start all over again.

All things heal with time. Or do they!

I am a Moron and Can’t Help It!

28 Nov

Who am I?  Who am I?  I can’t remember which movie I saw that in but it was a good scene.  The actor kept repeating it, who am I, who am I, in different voice tones as if one of them would stick and he’d suddenly realize who he is.  I remember, it was ‘The Breakfast Club’, great movie!

 
I am typing this after another bad experience.   After-all, “you speak too much” she told me!  UGG, dagger through heart!   I suppose that is the reason why I’m not married.  I’ve dated some amazing women in my life, go me!…but my biggest flaw and such a turn-off to women is when a guy holds his heart out too soon to a woman.  Everyone likes the chase.  Everyone likes to feel like they conquered their prey!  Society has told us that “hard to get” makes for a better person to be with.  
 
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Well, not so!  It’s funny, the girls that I have dated that I wasn’t really into all that much are the longest relationships I have had.  I treated them like shit and they kept coming back and back.  But when I really like someone and all those chemical reactions started racing through my body, I always destroyed those possible relationships by being a complete and total needy loser!  Darn chemical reactions!
 
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My longest relationships with those that I was very much into was when I was dating several of “them” all at the same time.  I physically just couldn’t keep up with each of the girls.  This made for a good buffer from my chemical reactions, otherwise they would have imploded too.   When I finally settled on just one, it imploded a few months after.   It IS possible to love too much!   
 
I think something is wrong with me physically inside.  This is not a normal response to being into someone, is it?  
 
I just hope that I can meet someone with the same chemical reaction that I have for them, they have for me.   My god, the sex would be nuclear!  
 
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I will keep trying.  But I’m not getting any  younger and am getting a little concerned I’ll be alone forever and never have kids.  Very sad.
 
xoxo

The UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT is Lying about North Korea!

13 Apr

No captionThe US government is hell bent on scaring the sh*t out of it’s own population and World about North Korea!

The trillion dollar question is why?

What do the scare tactics being used by the government of the United States really mean:

1.) North Korea launches a missile in December putting a satellite into orbit.
The USA says it was a military missile. Of course they would! That is what I’d say too if I was trying to find things I could twist into scaring people!

2.) North Korea invites Dennis Rodmann the basketball player to visit their leader.
The US Government has no comment and shortly after begins an all out campaign to scare the world about North Korea

3.) North Korea has their annual war games that they have each year.
The US Government twists that into they are massing at the border and about to invade South Korea

4.) North Korea this, and that, and this, and that. It just goes on and on and I don’t have time to go over the daily spewing of poppy cock of misinformation.

I can assure you there is a very simple answer which is not what you are being spoon fed by the US media via the US government.

Orwell Crowd BrainwashingSo, what’s all the hubbub about?

Doesn’t this all sound very similar to propaganda we’ve heard before any escalation towards war that the United States Government has engaged in, in the last 20 years! It’s right out of the playbook, line by line.

Scare the PeopleFirst step is to take anything that the wanted opponent does and twist the heck out of it making them look like the crazy monster that is going to eat our children. Remember Iraq and the leader we hung by a rope? Same strategy. Paint the leader, military, and it’s people as crazy, evil, and dangerous.

Second step is too keep spewing out the false information to the population of the US and the World. If you say it enough people will start believing it. The USA media has no problem in facilitating this step. By creating a crisis they keep their watchers, readers, and listener engaged and tuning in. The more people tune in the more money they make.

North Korea isn’t doing anything threatening to anyone. The only one making threats is the US Government.

Orwell 1984Just remember. Not too long ago our trusted US Government created an office called, “The Office of Mis-Communication” which sole purpose was to feed the population and world a bunch of bullsh*t in order to form public opinion, policy, and keep it’s citizens living in fear and dependent on “Big Brother”.

Don’t Be Mean To Me Mommy I’ll be Good

9 Mar

Parents Don't Love MeDon’t be mean to me Mommy, I’ll be good….are words of a 5 year old, a 12 year old, a 28 year old, a 42 year old, a 62 year old, or an 82 year old!

No matter how much we like to think of ourselves as “independent”, grown up, our own person, the love of our Father or Mother is something that is deep routed into us and we will ALWAYS strive to find their approval, acceptance, and love.

This is not anything new in the world that I’m revealing.  There have been countless movies, and books on the subject.  On Golden Pond is one movie that comes to mind first where Jane Fonda desperately still sought Norman, her fathers love and acceptance even though she was in her 40’s and had her own family.   She had been carrying this hurt within her, all her life.

deepest hurt everThe “hurt” or feeling that a parent doesn’t love you completely is probably the deepest hurt anyone can feel.  Marriages, boyfriends, and girlfriends come and go.  They can be replaced.   But you only have one set of parents and there is never a re-do!    The love and acceptance of a parent is of the deepest and most important relationship all people have.  You can’t change this, it is always there within you!

I only blog about this because someday I hope to be a dad. And I will be an amazing dad! No matter what, some bonds, some love’s, are inseparable and unbreakable!

Please love your children “no matter what”!

EZ

5 Years and 5 Days! On the Other Side of HELL!

20 Jan

Pigeon King of the WorldOnce upon a time there was a guy who “had it all” and was “king of the world”…..or so he thought!

This very arrogant chap lived on the most expensive block of the most expensive neighborhood of New York City. The city where dreams come true!

Dreams did come true! In hindsight, they were bad dreams of “How not to live life”, taking control of a very nice young man with wide eyes, and a grand future in front of himself. There was fabulous black tie gala’s, partying with models and the so called “fabulous people” until the early hours of the morning. Elaborate diners out every night were paid for with the sound of a platinum Black Amex Card and the giggles of some brainless twit who was just fed like a back-street whore who didn’t make enough for lunch on her morning shift. The alcohol flowed freely and paying for a $20 dirty martini which was put on a tab, and downed without the slightest flinch followed by 3 or 4 more ordered! Man In The MirrorThis young chaps clothes were all designer made in Italy, freshly polished shoes was mandatory, and shirts never worn more than once before laundering was the way of normal life. His vehicle was a Range Rover, replaced every 2 years with a new one, and his parking garage cost more than most people’s apartments cost or a persons yearly income in many parts of the world. Trips across the country in First Class were a monthly thing, with town cars, the best hotels, and tipping door men and maitre d’s made him feel powerful. It was a life of over-excess, over-indulging, and thinking of himself in a ways only to justify what was ultimately a self-destructing life.

That guy was me!

What happened next was the snowball that had been rolling down the deep snowed mountain for a very long time had finally reached the valley floor. As everyone knows, temperatures in the valley are never as cold as higher up on the mountainside. My snowball began to melt. Like in Frosty the Snowman, first my button nose broke off, then my eyes made out of coal fell out, and finally I could no longer support the weight of my corn cob pipe! I lost it all!

Fair Weather Friend HorseThe apartment was gone, the black card was gone, the fancy dinners were no longer, the models were gone, no longer were my shoes polished, and even the giggling hungry floozies wanted nothing to do with me anymore. I was all alone.

The next 5 years and 5 days had me bouncing from city to city. It started out with paying for a new apartment rental that was half of what I was paying in New York City. The next year it was half of that, and a new city. The following years rent was again, half once more of the previous place and on it went like that for years. Until finally I was homeless living with family and depending on a family members Social Security check to feed me. (Note: You are not “homeless” when living with family….in fact you are “Home”!). I only came to realize this in the last 8 weeks.

God Kill Me PleaseFor 5 years and 5 days, I prayed to God to die each and every night. “Dear God please take me, I have no purpose here and someone else is much more deserving to be on this Earth than I”, I’d say quietly to myself in bed.

For 5 years and 5 days, I attempted a slow self-suicide by eating and drinking myself into a “Pitiful” person. Thanks to my sister for voicing this out-loud one day by the way. While I didn’t appreciate the insult, in hindsight, it was true. I was a pitiful person….285 lbs, black-out drunk every night, binge eating in a drunken stupor, so fat I couldn’t reach my ass to wipe it or tie my shoes.

For 5 years and 5 days, I wore the same 2 pair of jeans, the same 3 black t-shirts, the same pairs of 4 boxers that had become ripped in multiple directions from years of not being able to afford to buy new ones. Food, gas, shelter came first.

For 5 years and 5 days, I wore the same pair of Nike running shoes. I had purchased these shoes at the Nike flagship store in NYC some years earlier even though I really didn’t need them. They cost about $150 and just sat in my closet. The shoes after 5 years, had holes in them by this time, and were worn thin and very dirty looking. The soles had given way to cracks that let the water in when it rained. My grandfather once said, you can tell everything you need to know about a man by looking at his shoes. Mine were the shoes of a Pitiful person.

For 5 years and 5 days, I existed. Nothing more. I did not count in this world or to myself. I wanted to die.

Man of LedgeAs with every fairytale, there is a turning point or crossroads where the hero has to make a choice. It is not a choice that anyone can make for the hero of the story. It is not a choice the hero can make on his own because it is not actually a choice at all. It has to come from within the heart, not the mind. It just happens when you are truly ready. I woke up one day and didn’t buy that new bottle of gut-rot Vodka. I don’t know why not on that day. I woke up one day and didn’t want to gorge myself with food. Oh believe me, the inner voice each day of the last few years said, STOP, but I could not. Each morning I woke up alive and was disappointed God did not take me in the night. I don’t know why that day was different. It just happened. I woke up alive, having not been taken by God in the night, and I wanted to be alive. I didn’t want to be that pitiful person for one day longer!

On the other side of Hell is a new guy….a new me! The 5 years and 5 day journey was a rough one.

I have not had a drop of alcohol in my body since the day before Thanksgiving Day, November 2012. Unless you count the 48 hours it takes to clear your blood system, then I suppose it’s been since the 3’rd day after Thanksgiving! HA!

Since the day after Thanksgiving, November 2012 I implemented an eating plan which consists of eating only things that a person can kill, grow, or dig for. Which means, meat and fish, leafy or root vegetables, and lots of water. Anything that is man made is off limits! In almost 2 months I have lost 26 lbs!

This is me today. 26lbs down, 60lbs more to go to reach my goal of 200lbs. Today I was at 259lbs, and god willing I will be at 258 1/2 lbs tomorrow morning. I think I look pretty good for almost being a dead person just 8 weeks ago!

After so many, many years of struggling to afford even the most basic of life’s needs, aka food, shelter, clothing, healthcare, I received word this morning that I’m about to get something that I’ve worked hard for the last month! It will produce enough money so I can afford to not have to worry about if I can afford to eat tonight as was the case for the last 5 years.

It is in the last 5 years and 5 days I have discovered who I really am. It is in this time of despair, my time of despair that I discovered and learned so much about people, life, and what’s important.

What is HappyI’m going help others who are asking God to die, because I’ve been there. Unless you’ve gone to hell and come back, you can never know about how truly beautiful being alive can be.

Thank you God for not taking me! Perhaps prayers do come true! Just not always how we pray for them, but rather in a way that nudges us towards what our true destiny is.

EZ

EarthZebra’s Theory of The Meaning of Life and Creation!

27 Aug

Is there life after death?
Are there other forms of life other than on Earth?
Do other Universes exist?
What is the Meaning of Life?

All questions asked for thousands of years by human beings on Earth. A search for answers to “How did we get here?”

Well, I’ve figured it out and the answer is Yes!! to all those questions!

Inside each human body is a “Soul”. Not a human body soul but “your Soul” placed in that human body. You know, that inner voice that talks to you all day long. The inner voice that we have come to know as our thoughts. That inner voice who is the real us, versus the us everyone sees on our exterior bodies! This voice is our “Soul” and the real “Us”.

The human body is only a carrier to our Souls. Nothing more than a borrowed body that we are assigned prior to coming to Earth.

Think of it this way. Let’s say an entire Universe exists way far, far away behind the 12’th black hole, next to the 3’rd Milky Way. This is where all “The Souls” live. It’s a very happy place based on knowledge and learning. A kind place where there are no such things as wars, guns, or mean people. There are no physical bodies like here on Earth. we are all like floating balloons that glow. Or if you ever saw the movie Cocoon, I’d even be willing to go with glowing bodies. #greatmovie Basically we can take whatever form we want.

And as part of our schooling in this far off universe, each of “Us/Souls” are required to come to earth and live here so that we can learn all the things that “We” should not be. Greed. Jealousy. Meanness. Bullying. Spite. Hate. Lust. Lying. And on and on that people on Earth so easily display to one another.

When we are about to come to Earth we are all assigned a body to host our soul. We don’t get to choose the body we get, it is assigned to us by our elders. Sometimes they screw up and get the body genders wrong and that is how people can be Gay on Earth. They are really the opposite sex Soul, just given the wrong Earth gender body. It’s not really considered a problem as the lessons that are too be leaned by our Souls being in an Earth Human body doesn’t have anything to do with sexual gender preference. Gay humans are just as cruel as all other humans.

“Souls” live for a very long time time. Thousands of years. There are new souls and old souls. Sometimes a “Soul” can choose to come back to Earth and be put into a body just as a refresher experience. It has almost become a sporting event or amusement park for “Souls” to come to Earth because it is so funny to “Souls” how stupid humans are. And 70 – 100 years on Earth is nothing when you live as a “Soul” for thousands of years. Many “Souls” choose to keep coming back to Earth frequently to see if they can try to help the bodies here. Other “Souls” don’t want to come back ever, as what they saw on their first visit to Earth was sickening!

I think that when people talk about Heaven, they are really talking about when their “host human body” dies, “We” go somewhere. Well, “We” do! Our “Soul” leaves our temporary host body, and goes back to behind the 12’th black hole, next to the 3’rd Milky Way with the knowledge of what not to be from our time on Earth. It’s not Heaven. It’s not God. It’s home. It is the home where we all live. All the souls.

Earth is not a good place. It’s population of bodies are a very good place for “Souls” to come and learn about the darker side of existence.

I am happy to know that the “Body” that I have been assigned here on Earth is not the real me!

I am happy to know that “That little Voice Inside of this Body” is the real me!

EarthZebra

CASEY ANTHONY Not Guilty Verdict Correct! Inside Casey’s Mind – 6 Months After the Verdict!

10 Feb

Lets not forget that Casey Anthony is NOT anything other than a real person and reads your comments!

This is a girl who is just like you and me. We are here. We do our best in life. We try to gain our parents respect.

It has now come to light in the court appointed psychologists transcripts that Casey was raped at a party a few years earlier which produced the birth of Cayley. Casey was raped when drugged unconscious and this explains everything!

Casey Anthony, on the surface, appears to have done a lot of crazy things, but as the real facts now dribble out6 months after the verdict, it makes perfect sense!

All a person has to do, is put yourself in her position and it’s not so difficult for a rational thinking person to come to the conclusion she deserves her Not Guilty verdict! I know there are many out there who can’t get past the media’s twisting of the truth, the hot shot media jockeys sensationalizing this story for every rating dollar, but the facts are the facts. Casey Anthony did not kill her daughter and those are the facts.

Here is why……

#1.)
* “Seduce Her with Chloroform” searches on her computer.
* Father of Caylee not told to parents.
* Pregnancy hidden.
* Aloofness and secretiveness with her parents when it comes to Cayley.

When she saw her boyfriend post on MySpace the photo about Chloroform, she searched for it on the computer to see if maybe this is what happened to her when she was raped several years earlier. It makes complete sense when you are raped and a child is had from the rape, that you would try to hide it. The traumatic guilt of not knowing how you got pregnant would more than cause you to be secretive about who the father is and the child.

#2.) A fantasy job at Universal Studios.
Suppose all of your life you have been told by your mother that you are a failure. Suppose all of your teenage years, your dad molested you, making you question your worth as a human being. Suppose you were then drugged, and raped at a party and got pregnant. Suppose you had an cool job at Universal Studios and then got fired. How the heck are you going to come home and tell mom and dad that you failed again, “in their eyes”? and got fired! You won’t. So you lie about it and keep going with that lie as far as you can.

#3.) Zanny the Nanny
Again, your family dynamic is such that your mother tries to run every aspect of your life. She belittles you, berates you, and your father is the guy who you and he have a dark little secret together. You have a fake job, you feel you are a complete loser at this point, and just need some time to get away from your parents home once in awhile. So, one day when mom is giving you sh*t again about having to always take care of “your child”, you make up something to give you a little breathing room. you tell her you are doing very well at work, got a promotion, and can now afford a Nanny. Your mom is proud of you for finally getting your act together and that makes you very happy! You aren’t doing anything all day, so you just keep telling her you are going to work and Zanny the Nanny has Cayley. You come up with the name Zanny as short for Zanex because your mom needs to “Chill” and stop giving you sh*t! Heck, the job lie worked, so go with a nanny lie too. Makes perfect sense.

#4.) The Day Caylee Dies in the Pool
Let’s say you are home with your Dad. Of course Dad is the one who has always been the one to be the “Master of ‘Family’ Secrets” as he and you have had a big one for a very long time. Also, Dad used to be a cop and knows how to handle a good cover-up should you ever need one. Mom leaves the ladder up the night before, Caylee climbs in without a life jacket and drowns. Dad finds her, you come out of the house to find Dad in tears, and the dramatic next few hours begin. Dad says, there is no way we can call the police. Maybe George and Casey were having another one of their private secret moments and are not watching Caylee. Whatever was distracting George and Casey from watching Caylee, if even anything, Caylee drowned that morning. Kids sometimes just get out of your sight for a moment and that’s enough time for something tragic to happen. George takes over, and in a typical belittling, controlling, family way, says “you Casey are going to be to blame for this. Your mother is going to blame you and never ever forgive you”! George and Casey are terrified of what could come next if they call the police. Everything about their life will be exposed. It will be found out the sexual abuse that has taken place. Casey and George realize she will be charged with manslaughter! Cindy will never forgive either of them. There is no option to call the police. George must do something! So, he does. He takes Caylee’s body, dresses her, wraps her up in a blanket, puts her in a trash bag, and puts her in Casey’s trunk. Time is too short to dispose of the body and this is the only option. He tells Casey to act normal. Do not come home tonight. Drive the car away from the home and act normal. Act normal. Act normal or else we both will be exposed!

#5.) The Next 30 days
* Casey and George hatch a plan
* Casey continues her fake life
* George tells Casey to stay away from her mom
* Act normal. Act normal. Act normal.
* Dump the body, quick

With Caylee in the trunk, Casey has no other option but to align herself with her Dad. She continues to go about life in a normal way. Fake, all-be-it but normal for Casey. She compartmentalizes and hides her pain, which she has done all of her life. It is normal for her. Casey feeds mom a steady stream of Bullsh*t each day. She hangs out, goes out, and by all means does not go home! George realizes that the body is going to start stinking pretty soon, so he arranges with Casey for he and her to dump the body someplace. Casey and George say their goodbyes to Caylee. George knows that bugs are going to get in the bag and puts duck tape over Caylees mouth and nose. Casey puts a heart on it and they both dispose of the body in the trash bag just as they have with previous family burials of beloved pets.

#6.) Cindy Anthony Has Had Enough!
* George can’t handle Cindy’s pressure and neither can Casey!
* Casey ditches the car
* George is folding like a tent, they fight about it under the pressure.
* The plan unravels and the police enter the picture!

This is where everything starts heading down hill for George and Casey. They are fighting, and cracking under the stress. Cindy is full force against both. Where is Caylee? Where is Casey? George is doing his best to divert and keep Cindy calm but she’s not having any of it. Casey is staying as far away as she can. Casey runs out of gas and shows up at the home when she knows only George is there. George knows Casey’s car is a problem. He tells her to ditch it after he smells the problem when Casey runs out of gas. They will tell everyone it ran out of gas and got stolen. But, the car is towed to a yard and George is forced to go get the car. He had expected the police to smell the smell and say, holy-moly we have solved the case! George tried to throw Casey under the bus, but his plan backfired and he was forced to ‘Go Get The Car’ and bring the secondary crime scene back to the crime scene (even though it was not a crime but an accidental drowning). So, now Cindy takes over!! Casey is arrested, but not George! George stand by and hopes to heck his daughter doesn’t spill the beans about their “relationship”. (George later in this saga tries to kill himself).

#7.) Every Man for Himself the Body is Missing
Enter Roy Kronk to the picture. Roy Kronk finds the bag and knows he is going to be “famous”, “rich” and be able to find a new life in his fame.
Roy Kronk moves the body and waits for the right time, but the police ignore him. He eventually forces the issue and the body is found where Roy put it.

#8.) Casey’s Jail House Video’s
Casey has taken it this far and she and Dad have a very “unique” bond from the sexual “relationship”. She’s not going to lose the love of her mother and father who is all she has left. She continues to tell her mom what she wants to hear. She does not want to lose the only love she has. A child’s desire to be loved by her parents are over-whelming because she has been wanting that for all her life and never been given it!

#9.) The County Prosecutors satisfy the Media’s and People’s desire to “Burn a Witch” at the Stake!
Even if it is not true. They manufactured a case of nothingness because you can only take BS facts so far! They lost because the jury saw through their BS. 84 Times! 84 Times! 84 Times! They saw the book deals, their Hollywood Stardom and talk shows on the horizon! Same with all their witnesses! Fame got the best of them and the jury saw their true motivation.

#10.) Casey Anthony! Justice is served!
Casey was given a gift by having this so publicized because if this were you or me, any common person, we would not have received a fair trial and found Guilty!

Things have settled down now, 6 months later, and I just hope our country and judicial system has learned something from their rush to judgment….but I doubt it.

The world is a very cruel place and innocent people go to jail all the time. Casey Anthony was one of the lucky ones because for once, justice gave the right outcome based on the FACTS and not anything else!

Good job Defense Team!

As they said on the Kardashians, “Kid tested, Mother approved”!

EZ

Does Praying to God Work?

22 Jan

This week I told a friend about my struggles in life and she said she’d pray for me. The very next day, I came up with a very brilliant idea for a new product which is in my area of expertise.

On a side topic, if you are good at something, then you should follow that area and exploit the heck out of it for as long as you can! Well, for the last 5 years, since my company blew up and melted into a hunk of nothingness and sorrow, I have been pursuing a side path which I am not an expert at. Needless to say, last week I was down to my very last $20.

I made it through last weeks struggles of seemingly no hope and have a little time to regroup again. (Thank you Family!). This will be about the 400’th time I’ve regrouped in the last 5 year period. But, I have no other choice. It is my only option. When one path isn’t working, you tweak it, and tweak it, and tweak it, or finally jump ship! Well, I haven’t jumped ship, even though I have tried very much to do so, my mother and former business partner in the company urged me not too. Oh I don’t know, if this new product proves to be my “comeback”, does that mean every time I wanted to “jump ship”, I was WRONG? I guess so. Thank you mom!

For the first time in oh so many many years I am truly excited about something! Yesterday I sang the Jack N The Box commercial song, Jumbaco, Jumbaco, Jumbaco, we love Jumbaco! LOL

I know for sure I have a winning new, revolutionary concept and product. How can I be so sure? Because I was once the very top, top, top, expert in this field! I was the the king! I didn’t invent it, but I took the invention and changed it so many times, with so many patents, that when you are the king of something, you just know it and everyone else does also! Once again, I have reinvented this product!

Back to this blog topic. Does praying to God work? I don’t know what is the absolute answer.

I prayed to god many times during my 5 years of “desperation” and he never answered or gave me what I prayed for. Joel Osteen says, God makes you go through things to prepare you for the great things ahead and works on his own time schedule, now ours.

My mom says she has also been praying for me. Maybe it was her prayers who were answered. I won’t say I’ve given up praying to God, but I have conceded I don’t have a direct line to him. Or do I?

I have not sold this new product, but I know for sure it is revolutionary in the field I am an expert in.

To my friend, my mom, or myself, or all of us combined. I thank you very much! For even if only for the last few days, I have finally had hope and been happy!

I am the expert in this field! It feels so good to BE BACK! I hope!

Casey Anthony Video Diary Leaked – OFFICIAL STATEMENT

5 Jan

Official EarthZebra Blog Statement:

We have been contacted by several ‘News” media organizations and journalists inquiring if EarthZebra Blog is the source of the leaked Casey Anthony video diary entry that was “published” yesterday.

Casey Anthony- First Interview:
https://earthzebra.com/2011/11/23/casey-anthony-speaks-first-casey-anthony-interview-by-earthzebra-blog-exclusive/

Under no circumstances would I leak any confidential communications between myself and any person EarthZebra Blog interviews.

Unequivocally EarthZebra Blog is NOT the source of the leaked video!

Furthermore, if EarthZebra Blog were the source we would not tell you as to betray the trust of a friendship is to betray ones own soul!

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I’d like to wish everyone a very awesome 2012! Aside from my press release statement, I have a few things to add to this amazing crap that is going on now about Casey!

I hope that everyone truly didn’t get lost in the commercialism of this most recent time of year and is appreciative for the things in your life that count the most!

In case you don’t know what they are, here are a few that almost all of us have no matter what our circumstances… just being alive, able to see a sunrise, hear geese honking overhead heading south or the crashing ocean waves, breathing fresh air, seeing a pretty flower, an amazing sunset, having hope for the future, having memories of happy things from our pasts or just yesterday, and most of all love in your heart to give or that can be given to another.

Casey Anthony has all these things and is blessed as we all are! It is our God given right as human beings put on this earth. We are all the same, we are connected in this way, and when it gets right down to tough times, we all unite under this shared uniqueness.

Before I get to part 2 of my EarthZebra Blog’s interview with Casey, I’d like to remind everyone of the amazing country we live in, where free speech and one’s right to voice their opinion is allowed and encouraged!

Or is it?

Increasingly more and more often this is not the case. The Tea Party, the Occupy Protesters, Atheists, Republicans, Democrats, in our churches, our schools, and in everyday life, it is becoming more and more difficult to really be able to voice your opinion freely without fear of repercussion from someone who disagrees.

Ones right to be who you want to be, to do what you want to do, to be a free thinker and an individual without conforming the the Sheep’s herd commonality seems to be blessed only to few individuals these days! I suppose it has always been this way though. It is safe in numbers, even if the masses are about to walk over a cliff or nose dive into a parking lot.

Last month, I saw a news story about how hundreds if not thousands of birds nose dived into a Wal-Mart parking lot at full speed. And just yesterday it happened again with Black Birds the same place it did the exact day it did last year! Fireworks my ass! (CBS NEWS: At least 1,500 Eared Grebes, a duck-like aquatic bird, which slammed into the pavement were dead). Apparently the lead bird, or birds, told all the other birds that the parking lot was a lake and they could dive into it. Well, it wasn’t a lake and almost all the birds died as they hit the pavement. It was one of the largest mass deaths of any animals at one time, ever! How very sad!

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In Part 1 of my interview with Casey there are about 220 of the most vile, ugly, hate filled, comments that caught me off-guard. I firstly never expected anyone to read the darn interview much less comment on it. Normally, I have 4 or 5 horny teenagers from Eastern Europe who found my blog by Googling ‘Big Tits’ or something and somehow ended up on my blog. I don’t know, maybe this is how you ALL found the Casey interview! You are all just a bunch of horny teenagers…LOL!

In many ways, well, almost every way along its turning, twisting path the entire “Casey Anthony” road is full of the same “mass following”. Mass hysteria. Mass repeating of misinformation. Mass grouping/following of a flock of birds, nose-diving into the pavement. I wonder if the lead bird really knew the damage that he was about to cause all those that listened to him?

This reminds me of the so many stories we all see in the news about “Bullying” happening in our schools with our children. I bet though, that it is not just in schools and with children, I bet it exists with adults in every part of our society! At least the American society! Our daughters get bullied by groups of other girls and some eventually commit suicide over it. As adults, there are always “cliques” that bully “outsiders” not part of the clique. Bullying exists in all forms of life and it is a very sad thing! Churches “bully” their followers to be better followers. Our President “bullies” congress and us the people to sign onto his beliefs. Our boss “bullies” us to do more work for less money and quicker.

And that brings us to Blogs and in particular, this blog!

It is through kindness, understanding, and love that we will come to realize what it is that we seek to know. To follow anything, or anyone, blindly will only result in us being sheep led to the fox’s den. There are bigger things in life in which should be our priorities versus ill-informed hate for something we know nothing about.

CASEY ANTHONY SPEAKS! First Casey Anthony Interview by EarthZebra Blog! *** Exclusive! ***

23 Nov

Who says persistence doesn’t pay off!

I am very pleased and honored that Casey decided to allow me to interview her and post her very first post-trial interview here on my blog!

Before I get into our conversation many of you must be wondering who the heck is EarthZebra Blog to have scored such an amazingly sought after interview?! Well, I am just as surprised as all of you, except for one thing. Okay, maybe a few…Ha!

I am a very nice person, with no axe to grind, no agenda, not wanting anything! I am understanding, caring, and someone that most people have always felt very comfortable with. All through my life people have come to me for guidance and my unique ability to solve problems and put life in context and perspective! Hey, go me!

I was able to find Casey through the internet which I won’t go into saying exactly how!! But it wasn’t as hard as you would think. I’ve always been good at that. I can find anyone! I didn’t know Casey prior to speaking with her over these past few months.

Interviewing Casey and getting to know her has proven to be an emotional journey for me, as well as her. Perhaps this is why she agreed to me posting it. The questions were not always easy to answer for her and not always easy for me to ask to be honest. She and I both shed tears, and talked at length about spirituality, human nature, why certain people did certain things, how she felt when it was happening, why human beings can be so cruel, the unwritten things of life, and what the weather was like on the days we talked. We covered it all and became friends in the process.

Casey and I have agreed that the “interview” should be as much about her as it is about me and the process of us talking about things……for every journey is a journey for all on it.

There is no one answer, or perspective, in the truth. The truth comes from exploring feelings, options, different takes on what looks to be so clear, but when ripped apart we find the raw truth is not so black and white. “Truth” in fact is only as strong and credible as the past experiences that, that person is basing and comparing that one truth too!

Casey believes that “her truth” was the absolute complete truth because it was her moccasins that had walked the mile before and all truths are based on! I tend to agree. One of Casey’s and my favorite movies is ‘Miracle On 34’th Street’! (The black and white version, not the color)! lol. Where the attorney for Kris Kringle argued that if he believed himself to be Santa Clause then who is to argue that fact? You believe you be to yourself and no-one questions you. So, who is to questions Kris Kringle. His truth is his truth based on his path in life which no-one but he has experienced. Only he knows what is the truth and only Casey knows what is the truth.

Needless to say we covered some pretty deep stuff in our conversations and I am proud to say that we are friends first, and always.

Here is the very first Casey Anthony post-trial interview…an EarthZebra Blog exclusive! Copyright © EarthZebra Blog 2011. All Rights Reserved. Permission for reprint or broadcast in full or in part, is NOT AUTHORIZED without prior written consent!

CASEY SPEAKS PART 1: INTERVIEW WAS CONDUCTED OVER SEVERAL MONTHS AND THE BELOW IS ONLY A FEW SELECTED QUESTIONS THAT CASEY AND I AGREED TO BE THE FIRST TO BE RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC. MAYBE MORE RELEASES TO COME, MAYBE NOT!

EARTHZEBRA: Hi Casey, how are you today?

CASEY: Good, thank you, and you?

EARTHZEBRA: Good, first I want to thank you for allowing my blog to be your first interview of you since the verdict. Can I ask why you are allowing me to interview you?

CASEY: Well, over the last little while we have gotten to know each other and I trust you will accurately and fairly tell my words as I say them.

EARTHZEBRA: Thank you, and yes I will.

CASEY: Good, what’s your first question?

EARTHZEBRA: What is your greatest regret and the one thing you’d do differently over this whole ordeal if you could go back in time and do something different?

CASEY: Wow, that’s a hard one because in hind-site I have many regrets. I’d say the top one would have been to dial 911 right away when I saw my dad carrying Caylee in his arms after being pulled from the pool. At that point in time, I was living a life that was on a merry-go-round without any clarity within myself about anything. I was so messed up on the inside about the constant battle of trying to be myself versus who my family expected me to be. My family expectations always was pushing me in different directions that resulted in me making some very poor decisions. I called my mom at work a bunch of times at that moment but fate and dad took over from there and there was no turning back once we started together down that road. I regret I didn’t handle that moment differently at the time.

EARTHZEBRA: I can’t imagine, but would like to try and understand in that crazy, intense, awful moment when you realized Caylee had drowned, what was happening within you and around you?

CASEY: I’m not sure how much I honestly remember now. It was such a devastating moment in my life. In the beginning I replayed it over and over in my head daily in my cell. But now with everything else, it’s hard for me to recall. I do remember waking up like any other day, going into Caylee’s room where she is usually playing when I get up, and not being able to find her there or anywhere in the house. Dad wasn’t there either so I figured they were together. I poured a cup of coffee and walked to the backyard to see if they were there. I saw dad over by the pool and then Caylee in his arms. But you asked about the feeling. It was slow motion. No sound. It was like a brick wall hitting me head on. Not me running into the brick wall, but the brick wall running into me. I was just numb, hysterical when we couldn’t revive Caylee. We both tried. After that moment I don’t remember much. I was numb. I know dad went and got some of Caylee’s clothes and a blanket. Mom wouldn’t pick up her phone. I don’t remember. I don’t want to talk about this.

EARTHZEBRA: No problem. Different topic. I’m sorry to have taken you there…..

CASEY: It’s okay.

EARTHZEBRA: A happier subject…your future! What do you dream of? What is the vision of your future?

CASEY: I’m not so sure how happy my future is going to be but whatever it is, it’s going to be quiet, and private. I’d like to meet my best friend, and fall in love with an amazing man who is accepting and understanding of my past. I’d like to have a family. Some dogs, and maybe bunnies or something. lol Animals give you unconditional love, so lots of animals. Who knows, right now I’m just taking it one day at a time trying to understand my past, accept my present, and dream of my future. I know it will all work out according to gods plan. I am blessed.

EARTHZEBRA: How is your relationship with your family right now?

CASEY: I’d rather not say. Just that they are all safe and healthy is enough for me for now. Time heals all wounds as they say.

EARTHZEBRA: The Prosecutor Jeff Ashton has a new book out, have you read it? Will you?

CASEY: Nope. Couldn’t care less. It amazes me all the hypocrites out there. They yell, Justice for Caylee, and then without missing a step try to make a buck off of me and off of Caylee dying. It’s sickening. It’s blood money and god will be their judge. I could never contribute to the financial gain of anyone who tries to profit off of me or my daughter.

EARTHZEBRA: Your attorneys are being called by some a “Dream Team”, what do you have to say about that?

CASEY: I agree wholeheartedly!! Jose and Cheney are brilliant men. They have not been given enough credit for the amazing strategy and presentation of the showing the jury the evidence. There was an entire team with many attorneys and everyone together are the absolute best attorneys in the world. I dearly love them all.

EARTHZEBRA: How do you spend your days, these days?

CASEY: I’m trying to make life as normal as I can. Whatever normal is. You have to remember I was in a box no bigger than your bathroom for 23 hours a day so anything other than that is a great thing. Sometimes I cry just looking out into the back here seeing the sky and trees, hearing the birds, breathing fresh air. You can’t appreciate freedom truly until you have lost it. I usually get up and make some oatmeal, drink coffee and read the paper. I work out for about an hour each day. You’d be surprised when your confined to a little space how it effects your muscles and cardio. I’m taking online classes now so after my work out I’ll log on and listen to that days lecture, and start on the homework. So far, so good, I’m really enjoying school. After that I might fix some fruit or hummus and avocado sandwich. It’s good, really! lol My afternoons is when I sometimes go for a ride, just driving around. I never get out of the car unless I’m way away from any people and sometimes I’ll get out and just lay in the grass looking up at the clouds and sky and talk to my Caylee and God. Nights are pretty much TV and writing in my diary. That’s pretty much it. Quiet. Peaceful. Full of dreams and hope.

EARTHZEBRA: Your hair in your trial had grown to be very long and beautiful. How did you feel about your hair during the trial and now?

CASEY: Oh god, it was a hot mess in the trial! lol. But thanks. The hard part was they wouldn’t give me any scissors to cut it or allow anyone to come into the jail to cut it so I just let it grow. I had to do the best I could with bobby pins and clips. All those photos should have a disclaimer on them, girl wasn’t provided proper grooming tools! lol.

EARTHZEBRA: LOL, too funny! It’s good that you have reached a place where some of the things that happened to you, you can laugh about. Are you at a good place and can laugh at some of the things or are you putting on a brave face and just coping?

CASEY: I suppose a little of both. I’m a survivor and when a person is put in extreme situations you kinda just deal with it best you can because there is nothing else you can do. Some things like hair, and funny things that happened behind the scenes can be laughed at. Other things that people did and said are a bit more difficult to accept. I’m working on this with my therapist and over time will have a clear understanding of motivations. Actually, you EarthZebra are the one who told me this which is so true: Rip apart your past and understand it, then know where you are at present, and only then can you see your future. Thank you for those words, they will stay with me on this journey.

EARTHZEBRA: You are welcome.

EARTHZEBRA: Honestly I don’t have too much more to ask you. Can we do this again sometime? A Part 2?

CASEY: Sure.

EARTHZEBRA: Well, thank you Casey. I really appreciate you allowing me to ask you some questions and blog them. I’ve enjoyed our conversations and hope they continue, as friends.

CASEY: Me too. And Yes, to your other question. 🙂

EARTHZEBRA: :)!!!!!!

EARTHZEBRA: Have a great night! xoxo

CASEY: U too. xo

————-End Interview PART 1—————

And that is the first interview. I’ll let is speak for itself.

I would very much like to thank Casey for her time and giving the interviews. There are several other interview installments that might be posted. She and I agreed on the above to be Part 1.

First and foremost I think of Casey as a friend and would never do anything to cause her harm or think poorly of me. It’s been fun. Thanks!

Copyright © EarthZebra Blog 2011. All Rights Reserved. Permission for reprint or broadcast in full or in part, is NOT AUTHORIZED without prior written consent!