Archive | January, 2011

January Comes in With a Bang!

24 Jan

And boy oh boy has it been cold. So much so, that I have decide to cut my stay here short and head to warmer regions of the Earth. You know Zebra’s don’t like the cold!

Only a crow could survive in this cold!

Seeing the Big Picture, by Standing Still!

10 Jan

Sometimes we all get so wrapped up into what is immediately in front of us all that we lose sight that there is a much bigger picture.

The drama of what another person says, which seems to important at the moment really has no importance at all in a few days.

Just when you think everything is crumbling around you, it always seems to work itself out if you just stand still.

Sometimes we all have to realize that no matter how hard we try to jam that square peg into a round hole, if we’d just take a deep breath, and do nothing for a bit, then suddenly that peg does fit. Perhaps not the exact way you wanted it to, or the time frame you tried to force, but it does fit.

Standing still has never been one of my strong suits. I’m the type who is banging that peg into the hole and by golly is going to make it fit! Afterall, this is my will, this something I have carefully thought out and for sure it is the right fit!

But, what we sometimes don’t understand in life, is that by standing still, and accepting the fact that what we perceive as the correct fit of that moment, just might not be what is meant to be or the time for it to be.

“Time changes everything, sit back and let it pass a bit” ~ Earth Zebra

“Happiness is what we Make of Life”– A Moron said this!

2 Jan

Worn Down Mentally and Physically

I think I am at that point. The point where you are tired mentally and physically.

Maybe it has something to do with my recent trip to a relatives house for Christmas family hello’s, which the dog pee’d on my boots soon after my arrival. Maybe it has something to do with living in minus -21F weather that I currently reside in. Maybe it has something to do with the sun going down at 3:46PM each day in this northern winter hell and I’m lacking vitamin E. Maybe it has to do with on all fronts everyone crumbling around me while I remain strong!

In any event, whatever the cause, the point is I’m just darn tired. Christmas and New Years 2010 good reddens! Gone forever!

It could be that no one reads my blog and the stress of coming up with entertaining things for all of none of you is just too much for me right now!

A few days ago, some people skid’d off the road and into a frozen lake nearby and died. I was just there, driving that same road, curve, spot, a few weeks ago. This has frightened my family to the core, so much so, that they do not want me to drive the car alone without a pre-approved planned route with strict time-lines of my return. Truth be told, I’m kinda [Insert Disturbed feeling word here] about driving anywhere now!

My move to this area has proven to be a great success, for those of us who are appreciative and thankful for what we have instead of true happiness. that is!

I am not happy here. Honestly I don’t know why, how, when, where, who, or any other blaming thing to list. There are so many wonderful things to be so happy about. No, I’m not going to list them because I choose to be unhappy!

Perhaps that is it.

“Happiness is what we Make of Life”, a Moron said This!